Healing can be painful — the real question is whether you even want to heal.
I choose not to heal, and I choose to keep this wound open for as long as I can.
Maybe the universe will eventually take over and do whatever it plans to do, even if I don’t leave it in its hands.
I can’t let go — that’s simply not who I am.
Let me stay guilty for what I couldn’t do.
Let me keep loving without unlearning the ache of missing.
Let me keep missing what is no longer mine to hold.
Let me keep waiting.
Let this wound stay open.
Some truths are meant to bleed a little longer………………